{"id":3672,"date":"2013-12-09T14:51:59","date_gmt":"2013-12-09T13:51:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pender.org.uk\/?p=3672"},"modified":"2013-12-09T14:51:59","modified_gmt":"2013-12-09T13:51:59","slug":"my-not-so-secret-secret","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/2013\/12\/my-not-so-secret-secret\/","title":{"rendered":"My not so secret secret"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"bible\">Remember, the sins of some people are obvious, leading them to certain judgement. But there are others whose sins will not be revealed until later. In the same way, the good deeds of some people are obvious. And the good deeds done in secret will someday come to light.<br \/>1 Timothy 5:24-25 NLT<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s quite often a good job that no one can read my mind! Some of the thoughts that go through it are not really for general consumption, I&#8217;m ashamed to say. That&#8217;s where all my secret sins are.\u00a0 But I&#8217;m a fool of I think that they are going to stay there, because I&#8217;m a fool to think that is only me who can see them. My God sees them all the time! He&#8217;s not blind &#8211; it&#8217;s me that&#8217;s blind, blind to the truth. I think I can get away with them, that nobody will find out, but the truth is in these verses. The truth will bring them all out sooner or later. So I need to get rid of them and there is only one way to do that, and that is to ensure that they never get there in the first place.<\/p>\n<p>I need to start now! It would be much better that my secrets, big or small, are good secrets, not bad ones.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Remember, the sins of some people are obvious, leading them to certain judgement. But there are others whose sins will not be revealed until later. In the same way, the good deeds of some people are obvious. And the good deeds done in secret will someday come to light.1 Timothy 5:24-25 NLT It&#8217;s quite often&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3672","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-christian","category-5","description-off"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pfWaLo-Xe","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":7224,"url":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/2022\/12\/13-how-are-you\/","url_meta":{"origin":3672,"position":0},"title":"13 &#8211; How are you?","author":"Robert Pender","date":"10\/12\/2022","format":false,"excerpt":"[vc_row][vc_column][vc_single_image image=\"7225\" img_size=\"full\" alignment=\"center\"][vc_column_text css=\"\"]Just three little words - How are you? 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I'm glad to say\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Life&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Life","link":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/category\/life\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":7158,"url":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/2022\/11\/badsadglad\/","url_meta":{"origin":3672,"position":3},"title":"8 &#8211; Bad Sad Glad","author":"Robert Pender","date":"20\/11\/2022","format":false,"excerpt":"[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]There is no photo at the top of this post because there isn't one which could cover everything that I am going to say. The three weeks since my last post have been a bit busy with appointments and it has been a whirlwind of emotions and news. There have\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Life&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Life","link":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/category\/life\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":7072,"url":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/2022\/09\/just-thinking-what\/","url_meta":{"origin":3672,"position":4},"title":"3 &#8211; Just thinking what?","author":"Robert Pender","date":"30\/09\/2022","format":false,"excerpt":"[vc_row][vc_column][vc_single_image image=\"7073\" img_size=\"full\" alignment=\"center\" style=\"vc_box_shadow_3d\"][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Most of the time, all is calm, then I'm in a bit of a storm. I was never a great fan of big dippers and so I always kept away from them. The trouble with this big dipper is that it comes to get me! 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