{"id":3572,"date":"2013-10-27T10:32:24","date_gmt":"2013-10-27T09:32:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pender.org.uk\/?p=3572"},"modified":"2013-10-27T10:33:25","modified_gmt":"2013-10-27T09:33:25","slug":"shameless","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pender.org.uk\/index.php\/2013\/10\/shameless\/","title":{"rendered":"Shameless"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"bible\">Then the Lord said to Joshua, \u201cToday I have rolled away the shame of your slavery in Egypt.\u201d So that place has been called Gilgal to this day.<br \/>Joshua 5:9 NLT<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I get flashbacks to things I did before I became a Christian. It happened again to me today &#8211; a thought of something I did which was wrong.<\/p>\n<p>There are two ways I can look on these flashbacks: I can feel guilty or I can feel forgiven. Guilty is how the devil would like me to feel.<\/p>\n<p>Forgiven is how I am, because my God tells me so. I am shameless because I have nothing to be ashamed of! My God has rolled away my shame and put it in the sea of forgetfulness. It&#8217;s gone.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you, Jesus!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Then the Lord said to Joshua, \u201cToday I have rolled away the shame of your slavery in Egypt.\u201d So that place has been called Gilgal to this day.Joshua 5:9 NLT Sometimes I get flashbacks to things I did before I became a Christian. 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